I am angry because I want to be.
I am unhappy because I choose it.
I am not in control because I’ve controlled the wrong causes.
I am not getting anywhere because I want to be afraid.
I am blaming because I can’t face myself.
I am impatient because I want it on my terms.
I am dissatisfied because I don’t want to do what’s necessary.
I am deeply disturbed because I am in denial in the truth of existence.